KAY BILIS..

Sa McDonalds kanina...
ang tugtog ay space invaders, sabay biglang hinto
at narinig ang himig ng when you say nothing at all.
parang sa dance floor...
kanina lang nagwawala ka sa isang fast dance
ngayon naman magkawahawak ang inyong mga kamay to the tune of a slow dance
parang sa laro...
kanina talo kayo at wala nang pag-asa
pero bago magtapos 2 points na lang at panalo na
parang pag-aaral...
kailan lang namamayagpag ka sa matataas na grado
ngayon ang habol mo na lang ay maging pasado
parang buhay...
kanina lang humahalakhak ka sa tuwa
ngayon iniisip mo na bakit ka lumuluha

a nice piece of learning...from Kevin McCallister

HOME ALONE 2


CENTRAL PARK PEGION WOMAN: I stopped trusting people.

KEVIN: No offense, but that seems like sort of a dumb thing to do.

CPPW: I was afraid of getting my heart broken again. Sometimes you can trust a person......and then, when things are down, they forget about you.

KEVIN: Maybe they're just too busy. Maybe they don't forget about you, but they forget to remember you. People don't mean to forget. My grandfather says....if my head wasn't screwed on, I'd leave it on the school bus.

CPPW: I'm just afraid if I do trust someone, I'll get my heart broken.

KEVIN: I understand. I had a nice pair of Rollerblades. I was afraid to wreck them......so I kept them in a box. Do you know what happened? I outgrew them. I never wore them outside. Only in my room a few times.

CPPW: A person's heart and feelings are very different than skates.

KEVIN: They're kind of the same thing. If you won't use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it'll be like my Rollerblades. When you do decide to try it, it won't be any good.


You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose.

a mEmorAbLe day and yet...

" i'M scared 'coz I haven't been this happy for so long. Coz with every smyl i make, i shed a thousand tears after. How much more now that you've been giving me a million(make it billion) reasons to smyl?"

1 is 24

a piece of advice:
Wag mo hayaang may isang taong madaling maglagay ng ngiti sa iyong mga labi
Dahil ang taong iyon rin ang may karapatang madaling patuluuin ang mga luha mo


Masakit
Kay hirap tanggapin
Hindi makatulog
Hindi makakain
Nagdidilidili
Iniisip kung ano ang nagawa
Iniisip kung saan nagkamali
Patuloy na naghahanap ng liwanag sa madilim na paligid
Nag-iisa
Nag-iisa
Patuloy ang pag-agos nitong mga luha

(bakit green? is there still hope to bring back the smile? I don't know but they say after every rain comes a beautiful rainbow...)
Yes...may reason....pasado kami ng E!!!!

iN l0vE?!

"Ang gagaling nyo naman nung first year kayo...Ewan ko kung bakit dito ganyan kayo.....mga in-love kasi..."

This is the way our uber intelligent professor's statement went this morning.

Yeah...I agree...for the first part at least...

I'm not trying to boast of my (low) achievements of being a consistent second honor dean's list for my first year in college but I just like to present my wonder for the possibility of passing all the accounting subjects and failing on this last one...

Damn yeah, the words were too technical.
But is it really that much technical that even a first honor deans lister would have to take a validating exam? And a candidate for Latin honors didn't get his usual "failure" of 3.5?

Or maybe it wasn't about the subject's technicality but our professor's exceptional mental ability.
So...is he that much of a genius that we couldn't contend with his intellect?

Or is it possible that his accusations were true...that we are all in love?
I doubt...
I doubt not because I think some are too nerdy to have time for that kind of thing
I doubt because I myself am not inlove...yes, you're reading it right...I am not in love!

So what happened to the 10 questions (make it 20 'coz there were TWO exams) that I missed?
A whole page my eyes did not see...

Carelessness?
I would like to attribute this carelessness to a far deeper failure of a biological mechanism...not just plain and simple carelessness but one that is caused by a disorder (though I wouldn't elaborate on that, anyway I don't have any proof but two pieces of paper stating certain findings that may not actually be related to it)

What about Love?
Did I miss that whole page because I'm in love? I guess not. Just by looking around me I can see that those who are really in love and not-single--not-available-couples are the ones who excel...participates in class, always alert and achieves not just good but high grades.

And just to correct any mistake...
Have I mentioned (in any of my posts) that I am in love?
If I did, I apologize. It's just a mistyped word for I am not in love.

So what is this feeling that makes me high and go crazy anyway???

I would like to call it INFATUATION.
Yup. As crazy as it may sound, as childish as it may seem. That's the best word in any dictionary that could perfectly portray my emotions.

A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.

source: www.answers.com

siZZlinG suMMer

Was it the right decision?

I don’t really know what made me take up summer this last year of studies when I could have taken all the remaining floating subjects plus our thesis on the first term.

Maybe it’s because of the burden of the thesis
Or maybe it’s the curiosity….I remember that there was a time when I would have chosen to flunk a subject just because I wanted to experience the fun most summer-takers are experiencing. Dumb Idea huh?!?!

Anyway…

One reason why I actually enrolled for summer classes is to have something fruitful to do this summer. But can I really make my summer term fruitful enough? Can I skip those liga games and sight-seeing and men-hunting? Can I miss out on meeting new bakasyunistas (memories oh memories)? Can I really keep myself from bathing under the sun, dvd/vcd marathons with friends, meeting new people over the net or cell? Would I still have time for reunions with highschool and ehha friends?

This would be a totally different summer for me.

So, how could I make my summer sizzle when I would be spending half of my day at school trying to learn how to deliver great and persuasive speeches and behavioral organizations and half of the rest to try and gather data, read related literature and make abstracts in preparation for our thesis proposal defense.

I was just thinking of this when all of a sudden, a huge banner caught my eye, saying.…OPEN-HOUSE BASKETBALL….whoah! I think this would be the first summer I’m going to reverse our annual wish of a liga…I now wish that it would instead be canceled or that there wouldn’t be enough players to join or that it would always rain and so the games would be postponed….

i’M bad!!!

can't blame myself...i just miss seeing him(& him...&him...&him) make that shot!

m0mentS 0f l0vE

another mawkishly sentimental Filipino movie?
or is a hundred bucks worth it?

another pirated idea?
or an original one?

Without a doubt, it's better than all those other love stories shown last valentines' day. I can even say it's a masterpiece...at least with comparison to Philippine romance stories in the movie industry.

I love these lines...
(not all were copied word-per-word)

"Some call it choice...we call it destiny"

"Ang pagmamahal walang nakikitang panahon, walang nakikitang wakas"

"Nagpaalam siya nang di kami nagkikita. Nasaktan ako nang di pa man siya umaalis. Naghihintay ako kahit di ko alam kung magkikita pa kami."

"Pinagtagpo tayo ng tadhana pero di tayo nakalaan para sa isa't isa"

"Nung araw mahiwaga raw ang pag-ibig. Hindi puso ang magdidikta ng kung sino ang mamahalin mo kundi tadhana"

"Dinadaig pa rin ng pag-ibig ang pagkainip"

Whether it's a must-watch or not, I can't exactly say 'coz it still depends on the viewer's taste. As for the film's viewpoint on LOVE, there where certain parts where I partly disagree but...you be the judge.

I think this is ONE big leap for our movie industry...one nice piece of literature...I hope movie writers can follow it up with more.

It was also a nice cast especially for Iza Calzado...I haven't considered her beauty before but now I realized why she has been considered as one of the most beautiful Filipinas (in fact I now think she'd better rank no.1) She was perfect for the role because her beauty ain't like most Filipino women nowadays, she fits the role of Divina Buenacer 'coz of her Filipina classic look.

One question you're not supposed to ask though is...
"How did that happen?"
Because as said by Ms. Rosa Santos(the present Divina Buenacer)
"May mga bagay na sadyang hindi maipaliwanag"
That's the essence of the story folks.

Definitely not for pure logical people

Let's Play Person Association

L331 window, Sony Ericsson k700i, my newest nick, rocks,

"beautiful people", The Fast and the Furious, Comlab L335,

my fave LS tambayan, 10:30, school of most EHHA babies,

the phrase "Bilisan natin!", trees, highlands, LS(north side) stairs,

Boracay, pear-shaped fruit, white business attire, South Conservatory,

skippin', motto "Always late; Never absent" (parang ako),

Black outfit, Mickey Mouse, pizza, Black bag w/ green tag,

LS 1st floor, Capitalism II, model, MYMP's "For All of My LIfe",

CRAM(ultimate crammer), EAF, badminton, white sando, BcuZ of ü,

badminton permit, trees, LS corner students' plaza, medicine

Cueshe's "Ulan" & "Stay", KFC, FINALS, picture perfect,

LS benches, fRiendster, Ampitheater, "Tulog Na" by Sugarfree,

tools, SWOT, Makati, LS 3rd flr rooms, Grade 7, Rockwell,

Enrollment, horoscope, coffee, angel, chocolate for a break,

the gAlAXy...

Kay: We do not discharge our weapons in view of the public!
Jay: Man, we ain't got time for this cover-up bullshit! I don't know whether or not you've forgotten, but there's an Arquillian Battle Cruiser that's about to--
Kay: There's always an Arquillian Battle Cruiser, or a Korillian Death Ray, or an intergalactic plague that is about to wipe out all life on this miserable little planet, and the only way these people can get on with their happy lives is that they Do... Not... Know about it!

-MIB I

It doesn't really have to be aliens or some intergalactic force out there. Just look at our world...read the news...know what's happening to different people living various kinds of life all around the earth...and you might just stop living such a happy life.

To know is to cry; to cry is to feel. It's only when we feel that we can say we know.

sMarT oR stUpiD ?!

We’ve already heard some of our teachers and professors say “Walang taong bobo”. But whether they do mean it to be true or use this only as words of encouragement, it's hard to tell. But is there really such a classification as smart and stupid? Maybe it depends on what can be comprised under the two concepts.

When I was younger, I’ve always thought that a smart person is one who can easily grasp new ideas, one who can learn and think fast, one who can analyze and give an answer despite an incomplete information. A stupid person then is otherwise. Indeed, that’s how these two adjectives can be understood under the realm of the academe.

But can you accept the idea that our Creator would create stupid people? I think not! We are just given varied skills and talents. Doing poorly in academics does not mean that you are already stupid because surely there’s a particular area where one excels and can beat all his other classmates. May it be music, sports, arts, acting, writing, analyzing, computers, or many others…each one of us can be considered as smart.

So does that mean that the words “bobo” or “stupid” are meaningless? After all, no one is created that way…No, I think not! I believe there’s still a classification of smart and stupid persons. But my conceived idea is different from the concept with which most of us have been brought up. These two adjectives still exist but there’s a big difference between them. In addition, being smart or stupid is not inherent; it's a choice.

A smart person makes use of his talent. He knows how to hone it and he strives to be the best in that area. And yet, he uses it not only for his personal gain but also to help others. A stupid one, on the other hand, waits for luck to knock in his door and ask him to show what he’s got…which he will then realize is not enough because he is not working on it.

A smart person knows how to FOCUS. He can keep himself away from distractions and temptations while a stupid person would even work or study in an environment surrounded by these temptations. II've always thought it's about having different environments, but no...it’s about knowing how to control one’s actions given those environments.

A smart person knows what he has to do, how to do it and why he must do it. Through this, he is able to accomplish tasks effectively and efficiently. He does’t have to do everything the way others do it, he does it in a manner that would enable him to maximize his time and learning. A stupid person, on the other hand, would do certain things because he was instructed to and exactly in the way he was trained to him and without really knowing its purpose.

A smart person has goals narrowed down to Specific-Measurable-Achievable-Relevant-Time-framed objectives that could guide him on his tracks. A stupid one may not even have a vision and mission in mind.

After some careful reflection, comments that I'm smart have all drifted away because I realized that I've been the latter for most part of my life.

But it's never too late to change and be smart...and make Him proud of His creation.

H!gH

(written by an addict on April 6, 2006...obvious ba lulong na naman ako sa kanya...how organized the thoughts!!!)

"Masdan mo ang aking mata'

Di mo ba nakikita

Ako ngayo'y lumilipad at nasa langit na

Gusto mo bang sumama ?"

-alapaap

Para talaga siyang bawal na gamot

Lahat ng problema'y napupunta sa limot

Isang munting ligaya

Na patago kong tinatamasa

Sa isang hithit, hiling ay isang gramo

Sa isang gramo, gusto pa ng isang kilo

Para na naman akong nakalutang sa ere

Lumilipad, lumilipad; pataas nang pataas

At kanina lang sa aking paglalakad

Nasalubong ko ang isang anghel

Nasa langit na nga ako!

MGA GUMUGULO SA AKING ISIPAN

Bakit kaya nangyayari ang lahat ng ito? Para bang tunay kaming pinagtatagpo. Matapos makita ang pangalan niya doon sa listahan, akin ring napag-alaman na siya ay kanila nang iiwanan. Bakit? At kanina, nang akin muling tingnan ang isang pahina, napag-alaman kong pinalitan niya rin ang kanyang panglan. Iyon pa man din ang pangalang ginagamit ko sa pagtawag sa kanya sa aking mga pangarap. Pati na rin yata pag-iisip ay natulad sa akin. Sapat nga kayang pruweba ang larawang tumambad sa aking harapan. At bakit ganun....isa itong bagay na hindi tintanggi ngunit pag tingin sa pahina ay nawawala...system failure na naman ba?....tsktsktsk...ang pagkakataon talaga oh...

Baka bukas makalawa sa REHAB nyo na ako makita.

A thought

Just heard it from Tito Boy this morning...
as rephrased:
Minsan yung mga taong nasa paligid natin ay nagiging kontrabida dahil sa kanilang layunin na tayo ang maging bida.

Paano Sayangin ang Iyong Weekend

(sermon sa sarili)


Mayroon kang mga babasahin. Marami ka rin ibang dapat gawin. Mayroon pa man ding muling-pagsusulit na tanging pag-asa mo na lang para pumasa. Dapat sana ay nag-aral ka na. Pero ano ang iyong ginawa? Sa dalawang araw na pwede mo na sanang tinapos ang mga ito, buong maghapon kang nakahiga o kaya naman ay nanonood ng tv. Imbis na libro ni Hilton o ni Hunton ang iyong binabasa't pinagtutuunan ng pansin, hawak mo ang remote ng dvd player at nanonood ka ng mga walang kakwenta-kwentang pelikula. Siguro nga't may dagdag kaalaman din silang naihahatid, pwede na rin ang ilang pampakilig pero para sunod-sunurin mo ang I will Always Love You, Close to You, at Don't Give up on us...aba sumusobra ka na yata. At heto pa, dahil pirated ang binili mong dvd naiinis ka at hindi kumpleto ang istorya. May mga eksenang nilaktawan pa ika mo at yun pa man din ang puno ng akto ng pagmamahalan. Inis ka nga pero imibis na sana'y nag-aral ka na, nahiga ka na naman at nag-isip ng kung anu-ano. Hoy! Nangangarap ka na naman nang gising! Sabi ko na nga ba at masama ang nadudulot ng ganyang mga pelikula. Kung anu-anong imahe na tuloy ang laman nyang utak mo. O ngayon naghahabol ka na naman sa oras dahil kailngan mong magbasa ng sampung artikulo at kailangan mo pang gumawa ng buod nito! At ano kamo? Wala ka pang nasisimulan?!?!

Kasalanan ko ba eh nakita ko yung pangalan niya...