My greatest fear

My greatest fear is to deny myself of true love...that whoch is rarely found.

I don't know when this notion came into my mind but I believe that out of the billions of people who say they're in love, only a tenth are indeed truly in love. Tell me if I'm wrong...but my idea was confirmed by a professor, one whom I will never forget. No, it's not about ABSTINENCE! like what she's looking for. But it's about that true feeling which most of us "bakit single ka pa rin"-people are looking for. Someone whom we often call as "the right one", "my perfect match"(by the way this is different from the perfect man who doesn't really exist) or simply the one whom we can assurely say that we'd want to be spending our lives with...without any doubts or second thoughts.

I don't know if we'll ever find that one person. I can't say if he has already come to my life but I let go of him. I don't know if I'll be able to live up to my stand that I won't let myself be with someone whom I don't really love. For after years and years of waiting and searching, I myself may get tired. I myself may let go of this stand. I may let myself be one of the billions of people who give in to the calling of companionship, of society's critical eyes for singles, and for the life ahead...which most of us fear of facing ALONE