The Unrequitted Love(FINAL Letter)

Sorry......and Thanks!


Loving someone who doesn't love you back is like reaching for a star.
You know you'll never reach it but you just have to keep on tryin'
Because someday...who knows?
It might fall..."


I know you're too hard to reach.....you may never fall at all....and if you do, it'll be a million miles away from me, to a distant part of the world where someone else is already waiting for you

To be a friend
To make you smile
To show that someone cares
Was all I really wanted

Against the boundaries and against all limitations, I did what I shouldn't have done. I pulled the string so that our distance would be shorter. I crossed the line for us to get closer. I know this is something that could never be. I know it's even against the society. To destroy something that has been cared for for almost a year is something I'd always feel guilty.

So I wanna say SORRY...
Sorry for all the things I've done
Sorry for the irritation and disturbance
Sorry for bothering thee
Sorry for rousing your curiousity

A few clicks and you have read my message.
A few typing of the keys and you have sent me one too.
I never thought you'd even care, I didn't think you may ever dare

And so THANKS...
Thanks for giving me some of your time
Thanks for reading those words that rhyme.
Thanks for bearing the craziness I'm in
And also thanks for not luring me into sin

It stopped. It's over! I know you might be mad at me. I know I've caused you some unitended irritation. And what I did to make us closer has actually made us part much farther. I don't even see you anymore. But still that doesn't make forgetting you any less harder. I don't know if the anonimity still keeps you thinking. But still thoughts of you still got me daydreaming.

Someday, I hope, I'll forget you too...or at least my feelings for you.

To type those few words
To read each message I've sent
To send those not-so-friendly messages
Is enough......even too much.

So thanks a lot!

Time and time I still cry. Day by day I still wait. But I know that what I want will never really happen. Those are just dreams; dreams far far apart from reality; a dream that was cast out there in the galaxy hoping to reach its other end somehow....though I know it can't.

I know you're just too hard to reach. In fact, you're probably one of those stars that may never fall at all.... And if you do , it'll be a million miles away from me... To a distant part of the world where someone else is already waiting for you. And so I really have to give up.

And in ending this, a zillion thanks.
For at a certain point in my life, you've made me happy.
As shallow as it can be, a very simple reply has made a smile appear in me.

Thanks for letting a star shine so bright in four of my darkest nights.