LAST FEW DAYS...(a letter)

When I started this term, there was really nothing that could inspire me to wake up from my sleep and enter this small repository of knowledge. Add to that the quizzes, recitations and piles of papers...the deadlines that we had to meet and the countless sleepless nights we had to survive...All these making me wish that this term will soon be put to an end. During these first few weeks, every day at school seemed to me a burden, one which I was not given any choice but to carry on my journey.

Halfway through, however, without exactly knowing when it started or what exactly turned my world around, everyday became a blessing. All burdens turned into challenges and any mistake seemed to me a lesson to be learned. I can't really determine what triggered it but I know it has something to do with you.

I can still remember that day...by the study hall facing the greeneries, when you came with that special someone.I didn't want to believe it then, told myself you could just be two close friends. But as time passed and as I feed my hunger to see you, I gradually let myself succumb to the fact that you're really together and are happy in each other's arms.

And so as I was given opportunity after every opportunity to show my existence and let you know how I feel,I hold myself back. Indeed I may never know what could have been but I don't think my conscience will be able to take the idea of breaking something special. To profess my feelings in a letter may be but a simple little thing, something you might not even be concerned about, but there's still the possibility that this piece of letter will create a dent on your relationship.

So as I went on with these last few days, I content myself to see you smile, hear your voice, and feel you presence for I know after these remaining days, I'd have to fully let go.


And so that's it
You never knew
We'd never be


And though I made the move to publish this
I believe you'd never come across it
And if you do,I just can tell you'd never know
..........that it is YOU


TC...ü