My story in pieces of quotes...

You know what?
When I woke up this morning, I almost gave up on loving. I told myself to get over everything since nothing's ever happened and nothing's happening and I don't think something will ever happen. But as I was looking through some of my treasured quotes this afternoon, I changed my mind. I still can't disregard the truth behind this line...

"Life is a journey, and love is what makes the journey worthwhile."



We are young and full of dreams...
And so I traveled on, searching for the THE ideal man...
And then I met someone and realized...

"No one is perfect until you fall in love with them."

But of course, I still questioned myself...Bakit siya pa?
Ang sagot...

"It's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just do."

At first akala ko usual lang 'to. Can relate namn kayo dito di ba?

"Should I smile because we're friends or should I cry because that's what we'll ever be?"

But my situation is different, it's really hard. I always feel that this challenge I'm contending with inside me is far harder than anyone else'...
Ganun pala talaga...

"If you have the courage to love, you have the courage to suffer."

After some time, we separated paths...and years passed with me still thinking of that someone. Then one day, bigla na lang may realization...

"The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up."

It's hard, really really hard.

"Whoever said goodbye doesn't mean forever, has never said goodbye to someone who means everything to them."

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."

But I somehow did move on...
I even met new people along the way...
Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko...

"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command."

And so here I am...almost an adult and still single...
Then one day...

"Love is like a river, always changing, but always finding you again somewhere down the road."

We talked...and then I realized...

"Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire."

So here I am dreaming again...thinking what if maging kami...
Kaya lang hindi talaga eh...once again, sabi sa akin...

"Love is like magic, but sometimes magic is nothing but an illusion."

Sometimes I really want to give up...pero alam nyo, hindi talaga yun ganun kadali. I thought before it's really over for me. But now that we've seen each other again, there was that feeling again, and I've never been like this to anyone...not in any of my million puppy loves or crushes. So eto...tanging consolation ko sa sarili ko...

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."

Sana yan na lang ang ending...mas ok na, kaya lang something inside me is saying, "give up on that hope! It's just not right." Sagot naman sa akin...

"There's nothing wrong with what you feel. It's what you do with what you feel that makes it right or wrong."

So paano, tanong ko. Magmamahal na lang ako pero deep inside lang. Hindi pwedeng sabihin, hindi pwedeng ipaalam. Eh di ba...

"Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart."

So now, what?